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Name: Anaka
Location: sydney, Australia
Birthday: 6/13/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: i am a pyro, i love burning things. evanescence, afi,the cure,duran duran,iron maiden,the white stripes,guns n roses, rammstein,nin,hoobastank
cold,modest mouse, coheed and cambria, pink floyd, nirvana.... too many
Expertise: im good at being confused, bringing people down, losing people, hating the world,listening to rock music and i hate america.
Occupation: Research and development
Industry: Nonprofit
Message: message me
Member Since:
3/19/2004
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| Blinded
I fell to my feet
I cried out,
“Where are you?”
Why can’t I see?
Why are these tears blurring my vision?
Then they came
Picked me up off my feet
Held me in their arms
Giving me comfort
My guardian angels
Showing how much they care
Making me realize
My thinking was a lie
I am here to stay
With them by my side
And I will be at theirs’
I was blinded
I hid behind deceit
I see the truth now
That day they opened up my eyes
I was wrong
By luck they never gave up on me
I prayed for someone to save me
When they were always there
I just never knew
How much they cared
They are my saviors
And I love them forever more.
for Alyssa and Kristi | | |
| eyes as cool as ice. giving me chills straight down my spine. eyes that just bore into my soul. they make me do what ever they please. it is hypotonizing and i can not break the spell. no matter how hard i to look away i always run back. back to the glazed over glaze. giving me no mercy. giving me no support, angering me more than i ever wanted to be. why do i run back? why to i want to run back to him and have him just hold me in his arms. well this time it will not be the same. i'll walk away. i won't run to him again. i will turn away and never look back. | | |
| - here with me - Oh I am what I am
I'll do what I want but I can't hide
I won't go. I won't sleep. I can't breathe.
Until you're resting here with me.
I won't leave. I can't hide. I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me
I don't want to call my friends
They might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed,
Risk forgetting all that's been
Oh I am what I am
I'll do what I want but I can't hide
I won't go. I won't sleep. I can't breathe.
Until you're resting here with me.
I won't leave. I can't hide. I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me
I won't go. I won't sleep. I can't breathe.
Until you're resting here with me.
I won't leave. I can't hide. I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me.
Oh I am what I am
I'll do what I want but I can't hide
I won't go. I won't sleep. I can't breathe.
Until you're resting here with me.
I won't leave. I can't hide. I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me
I won't go. I won't sleep. I can't breathe.
Until you're resting here with me.
I won't leave. I can't hide. I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me.
I didn't hear you leave
I wonder how am I still here
I don't want to move a thing
It might change my memory
Oh I am what I am
I'll do what I want but I can't hide
I won't go. I won't sleep. I can't breathe.
Until you're resting here with me.
I won't leave. I can't hide. I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me
I don't want to call my friends
They might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed
Risk forgetting all that's been
Oh I am what I am
I'll do what I want but I can't hide
I won't go. I won't sleep. I can't breathe.
Until you're resting here with me.
I won't leave. I can't hide. I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me
I won't go. I won't sleep. I can't breathe.
Until you're resting here with me.
I won't leave. I can't hide. I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me.
Oh I am what I am
I'll do what I want but I can't hide
I won't go. I won't sleep. I can't breathe.
Until you're resting here with me.
I won't leave. I can't hide. I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me.
I won't go. I won't sleep. I can't breathe.
Until you're resting here with me.
I won't leave. I can't hide. I cannot be
Until you're resting here with me. | | |
| never giving up/ never giving in/ i let go of my sins and find you here with me./ im sick and tired of all the lies/ and the betrayal that you have subjected to me.
my civil war comes between us/ you've seen it before i could...ever relaize it!/ the good and the bad fight within me/ never giving up/ no one can save me
REFRAIN: no one can hurt me/ pain is not real/ i am inmune/ to everything i should feel
it's sick and wrong/ im sorry/ i don't bleed the same way/ never free/ always a slave
dont let your insecurities rape you/ mine rapped me away/ don't get lost in useless thinking.
REFRAIN 2X
split personality/ sought out on my dying days/ goodbye to all who will remember my face/ this face of pure hate.
REFRAIN
LA LA LA LA LA
FADE.... | | |
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